Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Afternoon! To no one in particular..

Well Well, what have I been doing. Absolutely fook all, tbh. Yesterday I uhm, well I considered doing some coursework or some revision, and then decided not to. I was on here practically allll day, yes I have a sad life!

Oh, I watched American Pie 3- The Wedding, hehe. That's so funny, I think it was the 4th time I've seen it, but Sean William Scott never fails to make me laugh. I've also got to watch Donnie Darko again. I never really "got" it last time- I suppose it didn't help that I missed the last 15 minutes.

Right, I really need a job. I've given my CV in to two places in the last...1 month and I got neither. I know it's not alot of places, but I need to work somewhere where it's easy for me to get to, as I can't rely on my Dad to give me a lift. I can't wait until I work though- oh and it has to be a weekend job, as I got school. I really want to earn my own money. I get £10 pocket money, but that isn't enough for me, I'm one of those people that want EVERYTHING. And I'm still desperately wanting some £80 odd boots from River Island- they're gorgeous! So yeah, money would be good =
I really ought to stop buying Michaely stuff! Lol.

Hmm, well what a pointless day this has been. I haven't done anything. Other than go to the dentists for a checkup. I hate the dentists- they smell and they're so scary. And it's SILENT! I hate that, it's irritating! You're scared to move incase the chair squeaks!!

I better explain what those lyrics were for yesterday. For any of you dumbasses out there, they were the lyrics to Heal The World by Michael Jackson. I was feeling all sentimental and crappy about the world today. And it doesn't matter that I'm only 16, I know that this worlds getting shitter and shitter. I'm frightened to have children, because while they're growing up, it's gonna be worse.
The hunger, the suffering, the pain..It's horrible. People scared for their lives, war, idiotic suicide bombers killing hundreds.
I wish people would change. I wish this entire place would change.
Whatever happened to purity and innocence too? The other month I saw a little girl...couldn't be older then 6, shouting "FUCK FUCK FUCK BOLLOCKS" down the street. If I had EVER done that then I was younger, I woulda got a right smack. That taught me never to swear, it seems these children are either not brought up properly or they're too influenced by their friends.

It's really sad, I hate to see children swearing their eyeballs off (that doesn't make sense..! lol).

Actually, in Section 2 of my Art Work, in Year 11, I did "Message In The Words" and the majority of it was about how crap this worlds getting and how we should improve it.

I'd love to be a voice for the voiceless, y'know. Little puppies and kittens neglected, and starving children battered by their own parents. That is fuckin disgusting. If I could be their voice, I could help. But how? How can I help them?

Teenagers silenced by family members after being raped...and this is happenening in our society right now!! Right this minute!

Eurgh, how depressing. I'm determined to help people and animals, I really am.

Anyway, onto something a little less depressing. Weeeeee, George Michael's new song Amazing..is simply that! It's fab :)