WAHHEEYYYY!

Guess what came today? My parcel!! Weeeeeeeee! There was loads of lovely Michaely stuff in there =) Photos, and postcards, and posters, a Bad scarf and cap, and badges and patches and vinyls...Woo!

And my parents came back from another carboot with just over £15 for me! So that's...like...uhmm...loads for my London fund! Yeeaaa!

I just hope my parents say yes now = I was talking about it to my Dad this morning, and he was on the verge of saying YES! He was asking, "when's this" and "Umm" and 'that' face which means he's thinking about it...and THEN my Mom walked in and said "I don't think so, I haven't said yes yet".

GRRR. It's annoying when one parent dominates lol, especially when they're not allowing you to do something you want to do.

Feck, I still haven't worked out to put people's links on here. I am SO crap on here it's unbelievable. I really need some sort of private lessons or something..haha.

Well what a joyous day this has been. Bored, bored, BORED. I saw my mates for a while, but one of them was pissing me off so bad. *slaps* You turd.

Another thing that annoys me is when people think they're really hard. My Dad dropped me off at Sarah's house today so I could give her some discs back, and on the wall of the pub, we passed about fifteen 12 year olds smoking and shouting at people as they walk past. They were all there, dressed in their bandanas..and then their caps....and THEN their hoodies, with trousers down to their ankles. You think you're hard? You're just a bunch of sad little white kids, bopping and acting hard.

That reminds me of an experience I never wanna face again. When my best mate Katie, was facing a fight with a Year 9 kid and about 30 of her friends. And I felt fuckin helpless, it was the worst feeling in the world.
Ya see, Katie's younger brother is a twat, and gets into a lot of trouble. And because this girl "Gemma" doesn't like Katie's brother, she decides that she doesn't like Katie either.
And although Gemma is 2 years younger, she's a fucking intimidating person, with a horrible stern face, and stands well above any of us lot.
Just because she felt like it, she'd been dissing Katie for ages, calling her all names under the sun, and Katie had NEVER said anything to her before. Katie's not like that.
Anyway, one day, me, Katie, and about 4 of our boy mates were walking home from school, and Gemma came up to Katie and said "what did you just call me?!"
WTF?! Katie had been talking to me you ugly assed slut. I told her politely that Katie had been talking to me and that she had never said anything. But no, Gemma followed us and followed us. I told Katie to ignore her at first, but she wouldn't stop following us, spitting on Katie and was hurling abuse. Katie is a really pleasant person but she ain't half got a big mouth when she wants too. And after 5-10 minutes, and ink splattered on her shirt, she just swung around and said "WTF ARE YOU ON ABOUT? I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TO YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" Gemma kept pushing her, and I told Kate that she has to come back to mine, she couldn't go home on her own, Gemma would follow her.
And by this time, behind Gemma, were about 30 of her mates. And there were about 7-8 of us.
Katie got slightly seperated from us, and she came running back to us, and hypocritically Gemma said "oh, running back to your friends now are we?" Shut up. Oh, and it looks like none of your mates are behind you *rolls eyes*.

Katie just stopped, and everyone circled her shouting "fight". I honestly, have never been so scared in the whole of my life- I'm shaking when I'm typing this. It was the worst feeling ever. Our mates were walking ahead, they didn't seem to care what was happening, and I was just standing there helplessly, watching Gemma mouthing off at Katie.This could make me sound like the most selfish person in the world- but if I had said something, I know that Gemma would have started on me. I didn't want that, but I needed to get Katie out of there, I just quickly rushed forward and yanked her outta there. Gemma came running out following us and pushing Katie and mouthing off all the way to the shop. Katie ran into there and I told her to come home with me but she wouldn't 'cause she had to wait for her brother to get home and she said she was okay.

I was so scared, I know it sounds stupid now, but Gemma is the worst person you could ever hope to meet. She is HORRIBLE, a really vile person.

As soon as I got home I just burst into tears, I was so scared for Katie, I didn't know what to do. I knew she was safe in the shop and prayed she wouldn't move until I phoned her Dad to pick her up. When I phoned him, he said she'd already phoned him and he was heading out to get her now. Thank God.

It really does sound stupid now, but I've never been so scared or felt so shit. Just feeling helpless, and looking at Katie's face- she was just about ready to burst into tears. I phoned Katie that evening, and she said that she had never felt so alone. And I fuckin felt so bad for that. The boys had walked off and I was just standing there. I was so scared, I just didn't know what to do. I'm glad I didn't just walk off like they did though. I'm glad I was there with her, even though I wasn't helpful, I was shouting at her to move her ass and come to mine and grabbing her. I would have felt worse than I already do about not being able to do anything.

Anyway, eurgh that's made me feel like crap now.

G'nite