Hypocritical Bitch...

Yep. That's what I am! I'm always going on about how people shouldn't get so drunk and ruin other people's night. But that's what I did last night. Well, okay I dont think I ruined anyone's night..But GOD last night was so crap it's unbelievable.

Basically, Sarah and Katie came round last night, Sarah bought along a bottle of wine, so we got all merrily tipsy off that.

Anyway, we headed off to the bus stop, only to ring the guys and find out that all of them were still on the park, so we had to go back down to meet them. We were running ridiculously late as it is, and by the time we got up town we were like..well really late. We headed to Generation, but goddamnit, we weren't allowed in! The bouncers said that the place was too crowded (god knows why)! So, it was freezing cold, me in just a mini skirt and a little back top with no coat or anything.

Me and Sarah and Katie did a foolish thing anyway. Sarah had a bottle of whiskey, so uhm we went to the toilets and gulped the whole lot down (I think that's what killed me).

We still weren't allowed in Generation, and we were all getting seriously pissed off. But anyway, I cant really remember much from that point onwards, I just gradually got more and more drunk, whereas Katie after drinking the whiskey puked it all back up anyway, so she got better throughout the night.

It got to the point where I couldn't even stand up. I sat on the step outside of Generation and Sam gave me his coat bless him. I was absolutely fuckin freezing, I've got a bloody cold now too.

I can't remember much...but uhm..I think I managed to get Katie and Alex to grab one of the bouncer's phones and to phone my Mom to come and collect me and Sarah.

Katie came over to me and I just remember bursting into tears. I was really scared about what my parents would say when they picked me up and I was even more scared about what people thought of me. I have never been so wasted in my entire life, and I knew I was being hypocritical- I really really hope I never ruined anyone's night. I shall email them all in a bit though, and thank them for looking after me. I'm not sure whether I did ruin people's night though, I mean, it was just me and Sarah outside most of the time anyway, as the other's payed a fiver to get in for the last couple of hours or something. Argh, I feel really bad about it.

Hmm..anyway. Other news. Michael looked fantastic yesterday! Mes's speech was fantastic I agree, and..just 'wow' @ Michael. I know I shouldn't really pick up on this but Michael's smile looks really beautiful now, and you can see his top teeth when he smiles! Wooo!

This whole case is just getting stupid I think. I can't really say too much on it to be honest, as I can't always follow it all and I suppose if I write anything here, it'll be totally wrong. But read Dave's blog MJNI, Makes me feel sick.

Anyway, I'm off, need to wash up, lol

G'byyee xxx