HOTTT..!

Bloody hell it's hot. It's soooo lovely outside, so this is gonna be a short blog as I gotta go sunbathe =P I won't brown though- it's so annoying. Wish I wasn't so pale.

Anyhoozles, went to Alton Towers yesterday, was a fantastic day out with everyone, it really was. Was the last day I have to be with all me mates really, before they all go their seperate ways to college and stuff. Soooo..yeah. The sun was shining, so it made the day even better (although I got burnt!)..and everyone was just, well really happy.

I got absolutely DRENCHED on the Rapids though, lol, it happened to be the last ride went on too so I was sitting on the couch on the way home, soaked through. Would have made more sense to go on the Rapids first so the sun could dry us off!

I didn't go on any rollercoasters. They just scare the life out of me. I hate heights, they're terrible. My friend's went on Nemesis, but I was scared just looking at it! Eeeek. It looks like you're gonna whack your head off the rocks at the bottom too! Nasty.

Anyywayy, I had loads to talk about but I'm inpatient to get out in the sun now.

Just one more thing..

12 days! Wohoooooo!

I was talking to Dave about it last night, and he pointed out that the demo had not actually been confirmed. Uhm =|
Not good. I've been trying to get in touch with the organiser's though, so hopefully they'll get back in touch real soon. If there isn't one on the 30th now I'm gonna cry. I've tried so hard to convince my parents and my brother. Please let it be.

Anyway, I'm off. Gonna cover me with sun cream and then go out and listen to Michael Jackson. I'm obsessing over BOTDF at the moment!

See ya!

Last Day At School Yesterday.

Ever.

Feels weird? Hell yeah. I mean, hopefully I'm going to go back into 6th form if I get the grades, but it's gonna be so different. My best mate Katie is not gonna be there. And I know I am going to miss her so much. We've been through a lot together, and as much as everyone says they'll keep in contact, people do drift away. I hope that doesn't happen with me and her, and several other people for that matter, and I'm going to try my damndest to keep in touch. I'll miss her stupid blonde comments, and running out of lessons to say hello to her in the corridor, I'll miss trying to hide chocolate with her from my Chemistry teacher, I'll miss passing notes to her in tests, I'll miss having a laugh and a giggle, and I'll miss getting my good morning and goodbye hug off her. Meh, I don't want her to leave at all.

And when I'm back at school, and she's at college, she'll be meeting new people, spending time with other people, and we will see less of each other.

Anyway, enough of that before I start making myself depressed. Our leaving assembly was good today. Brought tears to my eyes, but it was really fun. Our Year of Head was embarrassing some students though. Thank GOD it wasn't me, else I would have died. Eurgh. I felt sorry for some of the people. "Awards" were given out and stuff, and some of them were mighty embarrassing!

We got out and I hugged everybodyyy lol, it was all so lovely. Just looking around watching everyone hugging and stuff, awww. I've took some really adorable pictures of my friends anyway, can't wait to get them developed!

Will save the rest of the film for Alton Towers though. RAHHH, we're all going on Monday, so that's gonna be so fun! The thing is, I'm scared of heights. So, I am going to be the official bag-holder. Ahhh well, I can go on the tea cups, lol!

My friends will probably drag me on a rollercoaster...or try, anyway. I don't think I could. They look shit scary.

Moving on...to exams. My first exam is on Wednesday, French Listening. I'm definitely going to fail, why is it that French people talk SO fast and gibberishly? I just don't understand them at all. I've only been revising Maths and HIStory so far. Ooops. Should really get some more revising done. But I PROMISE, as soon as I type this up, I'll go off and do some. Though I will most probably get distracted by my Mom making a cake, the tele, the radio...or even someone riding past on their bike in the window. Hmph.

This is so annoying! I had loads to talk about last night, but I had to come offline so I couldn't write them all down. And now I've completely forgotten everything and am not really in a blogging mood.

17 days to goooooo, 17 days to gooooooo, 17 days, 17 days, 17 days to gooooo00! Oh yeah baby, London demo! I hope my brother's still able to go, ever since he's had his car stolen he's had to have lifts everywhere. But..., he did come home with a borrowed car from work today, and his girlfriend drives too, so I should be alright.

Do you think Christine really doesn't wanna come? Or is she just forgetful? What? Why the fuck am I asking you...meh.

Waffle. I'm going now anyway. Might blog later. I must go and revise though...*sigh*

xxxx

Comments?

No? Fine..*cries*

Phil Collins-In The Air Tonight

I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord
I've been waiting for this moment, all my life, Oh Lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord, Oh Lord
Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies
And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord
I've been waiting for this moment for all my life, Oh Lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, Oh Lord, Oh Lord
And I've been waiting for this moment all my life, Oh Lord, Oh Lord
Well I remember, I remember don't worry
How could I ever forget, it's the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, no you don't
fool me
The hurt doesn't show; but the pain still grows
It's no stranger to you or me
And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, Oh Lord...

How fantastic is this song? Okay, they lyrics aren't too tasteful but the song is so beautiful, alongside "Another Day In Paradise".

Hmm...Not much happened today to be honest. I had an arguement with my teacher and my best mate today in Art, about Michael Jackson though.

I was happily getting on with my Art work, when Sir comes out with "Michael Jackson's going down for 70 years! For life!" And he had this horrible teasing smirk on his face, and then Jeremy bursts out "Yeah man, he's going down! I KNOW he's guilty...!... Sarah, he's bankrupt!!!!"
WTF?! Shut up. I turned round to Jeremy, gave him a stern look and told him he doesn't know JACK SHIT about Michael Jackson, and that he should stop being brain washed by the media. And then my friends burst in shouting at Jeremy lol, so that was an exciting lesson. He always puts his foot in it though, BUT...when he knows he's losing the arguement he says "okay okay...I don't want to argue about it....we'll just wait and see what happens...but he's going down..." which just brings the whole fuckin thing back up again.

I wish I could explain to them the facts, but he wouldn't bother listening anyway. So ignorant.

Other news. My exams start on the 19th May *bites nails* OMG, how quick has that come round? My first one's French..oooooh the joy! BUT the good thing is, I break up next Wednesday morning (hopefully) so I'ma have suuuuuch a long holiday. 'Tis a pity half of it's gonna be taken up by revising though. Stoopid exams.

Hypocritical Bitch...

Yep. That's what I am! I'm always going on about how people shouldn't get so drunk and ruin other people's night. But that's what I did last night. Well, okay I dont think I ruined anyone's night..But GOD last night was so crap it's unbelievable.

Basically, Sarah and Katie came round last night, Sarah bought along a bottle of wine, so we got all merrily tipsy off that.

Anyway, we headed off to the bus stop, only to ring the guys and find out that all of them were still on the park, so we had to go back down to meet them. We were running ridiculously late as it is, and by the time we got up town we were like..well really late. We headed to Generation, but goddamnit, we weren't allowed in! The bouncers said that the place was too crowded (god knows why)! So, it was freezing cold, me in just a mini skirt and a little back top with no coat or anything.

Me and Sarah and Katie did a foolish thing anyway. Sarah had a bottle of whiskey, so uhm we went to the toilets and gulped the whole lot down (I think that's what killed me).

We still weren't allowed in Generation, and we were all getting seriously pissed off. But anyway, I cant really remember much from that point onwards, I just gradually got more and more drunk, whereas Katie after drinking the whiskey puked it all back up anyway, so she got better throughout the night.

It got to the point where I couldn't even stand up. I sat on the step outside of Generation and Sam gave me his coat bless him. I was absolutely fuckin freezing, I've got a bloody cold now too.

I can't remember much...but uhm..I think I managed to get Katie and Alex to grab one of the bouncer's phones and to phone my Mom to come and collect me and Sarah.

Katie came over to me and I just remember bursting into tears. I was really scared about what my parents would say when they picked me up and I was even more scared about what people thought of me. I have never been so wasted in my entire life, and I knew I was being hypocritical- I really really hope I never ruined anyone's night. I shall email them all in a bit though, and thank them for looking after me. I'm not sure whether I did ruin people's night though, I mean, it was just me and Sarah outside most of the time anyway, as the other's payed a fiver to get in for the last couple of hours or something. Argh, I feel really bad about it.

Hmm..anyway. Other news. Michael looked fantastic yesterday! Mes's speech was fantastic I agree, and..just 'wow' @ Michael. I know I shouldn't really pick up on this but Michael's smile looks really beautiful now, and you can see his top teeth when he smiles! Wooo!

This whole case is just getting stupid I think. I can't really say too much on it to be honest, as I can't always follow it all and I suppose if I write anything here, it'll be totally wrong. But read Dave's blog MJNI, Makes me feel sick.

Anyway, I'm off, need to wash up, lol

G'byyee xxx