That's it then..

It's a no *cries*

Not much happening...

Back to school, oh the JOY!

Today was crap as usual, the same old lessons, the same old teachers...the same nasty people.

Katie ran out of Chemistry today crying. I went after her, seems as though she's having problems with her parents again. Well not problems with her parents, more her parents have a problem with each other. I'm just so glad my parents are in a steady relationship, 'cause I know it's so hard on Katie sometimes. It's either, her parents argue, which is bad, or they ignore each other and pretend everything's okay when it's clearly not.
*hugs* for Katie. I hope she's okay, she left the toilets a little happier anyway after we'd had a chat.

Welll, after school me and Sarah played Squash (well actually, racket ball), which is so fun. It feels great to whack that ball at the wall when you're stressed or you've had a crap day. Stress relief. And plus, Sarah's a great laugh, so yeah...good =)

Oh yeah, went to town after school yesterday to get Christine her birthday present. Me and Katie bought her a DVD and then I got her a little something else to go with it. And, the besssssst thing is..well two things;
1) Got Prince's new album Musicology! (which is fab may I add)
2) Anddd...I found this reallllllly cool picture of Michael Jackson. It's 10 by 8 inch, and it's him looking in a mirror. It looks so good though, so I grabbed a frame from a shop, and it's happily placed on my wall now. It looks really smart.

Well what can I say?

YES!! Everything's going good, woo! I have just about finished my ICT! Just another hour and a half or something, to tidy things up and finish the evaluation and it's finished. Thank GOD. I am SO bored of repeating myself and telling end users how to save their work.

Pfft..other news...dancing tonight! Woo! We've decided that we're dropping Latin America. There's only one dance we like (Cha Cha) and we have to dance with old men..and it's scary. So we're just keeping Salsa up. Which is so much better, as it's more energetic and it's got loads of really cool turns and stuff. And plus the majority of people who do it are a lot younger, and so you don't get freaky old men looking at you! Ick.

Anooooyyyeeeeddddd.

My parents woke me up to go to a carboot. I was happily looking through some records and I said to my mom "there's loads of Janet Jacksons ones...". The woman behind the stall said "Yeah we've got loads of hers in there", and my Mom then said "It's Michael Jackson's she's after really". The woman paused for a minute and then says "He's about as popular as Gary Glitter at the moment in't he". =O
Me and Mom started telling her that we believe he's innocent and that its a shame people are brainwashed by the media and she goes "well if he's facing these allegations then...nahh*shakes head*". OMG! Shut up you ignorant arse *slap*
There were some nice Prince records I was gonna get, but after what she said I decided that I weren't giving her my money. How rude.

ANYhoo, this day is gonna be boring. IT coursework still, I spent all night doing it and I did quite a bit..but I've still got shit loads left.
Must get on with it,

Buh byes xx

Sexual Healing- Marvin Gaye

"Ooh, now let's get down tonight
Baby I'm hot just like an oven
I need some lovin'
And baby, I can't hold it much longer
It's getting stronger and stronger
And when I get that feeling
I want sexual healing
Sexual healing, oh baby
Makes me feel so fine
Helps to relieve my mind
Sexual healing baby, is good for me
Sexual healing is something that's good for me
Whenever blue teardrops are falling
And my emotional stability is leaving me
There is something I can do
I can get on the telephone and call you up baby, and
Honey I know you'll be there to relieve me
The love you give to me will free me
If you don't know the things you're dealing
I can tell you, darling, that it's sexual healing
Get up, get up, get up, get up, let's make love tonight
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, 'cos you do it right
Baby I got sick this morning
A sea was storming inside of me
Baby I think I'm capsizing
The waves are rising and rising
And when I get that feeling
I want sexual healing
Sexual healing is good for me
Makes me feel so fine, it's such a rush
Helps to relieve the mind, and it's good for us
Sexual healing, baby, is good for me
Sexual healing is something that's good for me
And it's good for me and it's good to me
My baby ohhh
Come take control, just grab a hold
Of my body and mind soon we'll be making it
Honey, oh we're feeling fine
You're my medicine open up and let me in
Darling, you're so great
I can't wait for you to operate
I can't wait for you to operate
When I get this feeling, I need sexual healing"

How good is this song? Very, I agree. =)

Ahem, well I don't really have much to talk about. I woke up at 9:30 this morning (disgraceful), to go to town. So I had a shower, and just as I was about to go out the door, Mom got back from work and said if you wait a couple of hours I'll come with you. Sooooooo, I got up early for no reason! Grr! I suppose it's better than going on my own though.

I'm actually happy at the moment, even though I know I shouldn't be. Back to school on Monday- and I should be STRESSED. I'm only half way through my ICT, and it's in for Monday (I can't ask for an extension 'cause we've already had about 4 weeks!), and then there's my Art work. My exam starts on the 26th.
I just..I just don't wanna do it anymore. It's called laziness.

And why do holidays go so quick?! It feels like yesterday we broke up.

Anyway, blog later if I can think of anything to say, hehe.

WAHHEEYYYY!

Guess what came today? My parcel!! Weeeeeeeee! There was loads of lovely Michaely stuff in there =) Photos, and postcards, and posters, a Bad scarf and cap, and badges and patches and vinyls...Woo!

And my parents came back from another carboot with just over £15 for me! So that's...like...uhmm...loads for my London fund! Yeeaaa!

I just hope my parents say yes now = I was talking about it to my Dad this morning, and he was on the verge of saying YES! He was asking, "when's this" and "Umm" and 'that' face which means he's thinking about it...and THEN my Mom walked in and said "I don't think so, I haven't said yes yet".

GRRR. It's annoying when one parent dominates lol, especially when they're not allowing you to do something you want to do.

Feck, I still haven't worked out to put people's links on here. I am SO crap on here it's unbelievable. I really need some sort of private lessons or something..haha.

Well what a joyous day this has been. Bored, bored, BORED. I saw my mates for a while, but one of them was pissing me off so bad. *slaps* You turd.

Another thing that annoys me is when people think they're really hard. My Dad dropped me off at Sarah's house today so I could give her some discs back, and on the wall of the pub, we passed about fifteen 12 year olds smoking and shouting at people as they walk past. They were all there, dressed in their bandanas..and then their caps....and THEN their hoodies, with trousers down to their ankles. You think you're hard? You're just a bunch of sad little white kids, bopping and acting hard.

That reminds me of an experience I never wanna face again. When my best mate Katie, was facing a fight with a Year 9 kid and about 30 of her friends. And I felt fuckin helpless, it was the worst feeling in the world.
Ya see, Katie's younger brother is a twat, and gets into a lot of trouble. And because this girl "Gemma" doesn't like Katie's brother, she decides that she doesn't like Katie either.
And although Gemma is 2 years younger, she's a fucking intimidating person, with a horrible stern face, and stands well above any of us lot.
Just because she felt like it, she'd been dissing Katie for ages, calling her all names under the sun, and Katie had NEVER said anything to her before. Katie's not like that.
Anyway, one day, me, Katie, and about 4 of our boy mates were walking home from school, and Gemma came up to Katie and said "what did you just call me?!"
WTF?! Katie had been talking to me you ugly assed slut. I told her politely that Katie had been talking to me and that she had never said anything. But no, Gemma followed us and followed us. I told Katie to ignore her at first, but she wouldn't stop following us, spitting on Katie and was hurling abuse. Katie is a really pleasant person but she ain't half got a big mouth when she wants too. And after 5-10 minutes, and ink splattered on her shirt, she just swung around and said "WTF ARE YOU ON ABOUT? I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TO YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" Gemma kept pushing her, and I told Kate that she has to come back to mine, she couldn't go home on her own, Gemma would follow her.
And by this time, behind Gemma, were about 30 of her mates. And there were about 7-8 of us.
Katie got slightly seperated from us, and she came running back to us, and hypocritically Gemma said "oh, running back to your friends now are we?" Shut up. Oh, and it looks like none of your mates are behind you *rolls eyes*.

Katie just stopped, and everyone circled her shouting "fight". I honestly, have never been so scared in the whole of my life- I'm shaking when I'm typing this. It was the worst feeling ever. Our mates were walking ahead, they didn't seem to care what was happening, and I was just standing there helplessly, watching Gemma mouthing off at Katie.This could make me sound like the most selfish person in the world- but if I had said something, I know that Gemma would have started on me. I didn't want that, but I needed to get Katie out of there, I just quickly rushed forward and yanked her outta there. Gemma came running out following us and pushing Katie and mouthing off all the way to the shop. Katie ran into there and I told her to come home with me but she wouldn't 'cause she had to wait for her brother to get home and she said she was okay.

I was so scared, I know it sounds stupid now, but Gemma is the worst person you could ever hope to meet. She is HORRIBLE, a really vile person.

As soon as I got home I just burst into tears, I was so scared for Katie, I didn't know what to do. I knew she was safe in the shop and prayed she wouldn't move until I phoned her Dad to pick her up. When I phoned him, he said she'd already phoned him and he was heading out to get her now. Thank God.

It really does sound stupid now, but I've never been so scared or felt so shit. Just feeling helpless, and looking at Katie's face- she was just about ready to burst into tears. I phoned Katie that evening, and she said that she had never felt so alone. And I fuckin felt so bad for that. The boys had walked off and I was just standing there. I was so scared, I just didn't know what to do. I'm glad I didn't just walk off like they did though. I'm glad I was there with her, even though I wasn't helpful, I was shouting at her to move her ass and come to mine and grabbing her. I would have felt worse than I already do about not being able to do anything.

Anyway, eurgh that's made me feel like crap now.

G'nite

Goooood Evening!

I'm all stressed, and I dont know why. Bleh.

Anyway, yeah, I'm seriously pissed off, I lost everything on my pooter, because it decided it had had enough this morning- and completely broke. So my brother spent the last few hours rebooting the whole system and putting everything back on it. My computer is an arsewipe.

Good news is though...My brother managed to save my ICT coursework! Thank GOD. If I had lost all of that I would have cried. AHem *must remember to always save work on disk*

Well, I woke up at 6:15 am this morning = My parents were doing a carboot and wanted me to tag along and help. Thank God my older brother joined us after a while and then thankfully, took me home shortly after. Else, it would have bored the pants off of me. BUT, my parents sold some stuff and got me just over £20 =) So that's good! Now that's, £43.50 towards my London fund. WAHEY! That should be enough to get me there and back anyway. But then I need spending money and stuff lol.

Ya see, I nnneeeed to go to the next Michael Jackson demo. The problem is, my parents haven't actually said yes yet. Hmmm. They still think I'm "too young to be going down there on your own and meeting all these people!!" Shut up *slaps* It's not like I'm gonna be wandering around on my own all day. Pffft.

This is totally random, but I feel I just have to comment on the MJ program on the other night- "Michael Jackson- The Boy He Paid Off". It was mostly about the 1993 allegations, and I was too young to understand what was going on then, but the program scared me, and made me feel really shitty. So Evan actually, asked Michael to meet him, and told he him he was "going down!" Obviously not quite in those words, but Michael knew before the entirity of the world did- that these allegations were going to come out. How fuckin scary would that be? Just to know that your life could possibly be ruined forever.

And then, I can't remember who it was now, but they were talking about Jordy's Mom. And that she had not noticed anything was wrong. Fair enough- but supposedly Jordy had been telling Michael to "fcuk off" and getting frightened by Michael's behaviour. Now surely, if your son was worried about something- anything , you'd recognise something was up?

Either, nothing was up at all (which is my view), or the Mom is a dumn fuck.

And a picture of Jordy now, would be worth over £50,000!!?!! Wtf, if I have any pictures of that stupid little twerp lying around Ima burn them.

Ahem, end of rant. Thinking back on the program though, it really angered me. Eww, and Diane Dimond was on there. Oh the joy!

Goodnight xx

Good evening!

Just watching Saturday Night Take Away, and Janet Jackson is on in a minute! Woo! "Michael Jackson" just won on tonight's Stars In Their Eyes: Kids 2004 (he was so cute hehe), The documentary "Michael Jackson- The Boy he paid off" was on last night, and then on the radio today within 15 minutes, I heard DSTYGE, I'll Be There and I Want You Back! So a lovely dose of Michael Jacksons within the last 24 hours =)

Weee Easter! Not that I'll be getting much chocolate, I think my parents have got me one egg, hehe. Will last me about 10 minutes =P

Alloo!

This is going to take me ages to type, I'm doing a French Manicure at the moment!

Anyway, Katie came to mine crying her eyes out today. Seems like her "ex" had done something she would have preferred him NOT to have done. Ahem. So we just sat and talked for a while and I think she left (hopefully) a little happier and her head a little clearer. I could kill that boy sometimes.

Any revision done today? Uhm, about 10 minutes worth. I so easily get distracted though. And plus I'ma be doing my ICT coursework over the next week. Sarah's grabbed me a copy of Microsoft Excel and so I can actually DO it now.

Eurgh, I'm being shoved off now, pfft.

G'nite (god how BORING are these entries?) Ahem

Morning!

Eurgh, late night last night, that's why I've only just got up! Mmmm French sticks with Primula cheese and chive cheese...the best EVER!

Weee! I heard Prince's new song Musicology yesterday. I heard the last few seconds on the radio, and then thanks to Dave I saw half the video too. Prince looks as good as ever, and the video and song seem really funky. It's just Prince on the stage, singing..doing what he does best.

I really hope his new album does well, it deserves to. I think it's out...the 24th or 26th (someone correct me if I'm wrong), and I can't wait to get it.

I'm really having money problems at the moment! I'm still in debt with my Michael Jacksons stuff I sent off (which by the way, I STILL haven't received), but I still bought a new top yesterday. It's really annoying, if there's something I want, I get it.

I really should be more careful, I hope that when I'm older I won't have these kind of problems.

Anyway, I've really gotta do some revision now! So I'm off now to do some. I haven't done any for ages, and I already know I'm going to fail Science, Maths and HIStory. I HATE Science with a passion, it's so boring and way too complicated. I've always been a reasonably good student at every subject, but recently I've been really failing all Science.

I noticed a few months ago. And it was my fault. As I sit my Katie, she's always loud and it seems she doesn't care about her grades, and then there's Chris who sits in front of us. He's one of them really annoying guys who put you off all lesson (although he's a nice guy). Anyway, I always used to mess around with them, but as soon as I saw my grades decreasing rapidly, I've started to work again. I try not to let Katie and Chris put me off. Although it's very hard!

The one thing that really pissed me off though, was that Chris and Katie were all like "Sarah, you've changed, what's wrong with you? You never mess around with us anymore". Yeah well,. it's not a fuckin doss lesson, I dont wanna fail! That really got up my nose, just because I was trying to work I got accused of being boring. I just let Katie and Chris get on with it now- do whatever you want, I don't care. Just don't try and put me off!

Oh, talking about Katie. DON'T GET BACK WITH HIM! Godamnit woman, you're mad. Do you not remember he cheated on you several times, with your best mate? Or did that escape your memory? Pfffft.

Yeah, I've gotta go now, revision time *clap clap* Ahem..

Wooo!

OMG, I've managed to put "Comments" on here..lol, oh people enjoy!

Thanks to Dave who gave me the site.

Now, to put links on here...

*strops*

DAVE IS MEAN!!

Afternoon! To no one in particular..

Well Well, what have I been doing. Absolutely fook all, tbh. Yesterday I uhm, well I considered doing some coursework or some revision, and then decided not to. I was on here practically allll day, yes I have a sad life!

Oh, I watched American Pie 3- The Wedding, hehe. That's so funny, I think it was the 4th time I've seen it, but Sean William Scott never fails to make me laugh. I've also got to watch Donnie Darko again. I never really "got" it last time- I suppose it didn't help that I missed the last 15 minutes.

Right, I really need a job. I've given my CV in to two places in the last...1 month and I got neither. I know it's not alot of places, but I need to work somewhere where it's easy for me to get to, as I can't rely on my Dad to give me a lift. I can't wait until I work though- oh and it has to be a weekend job, as I got school. I really want to earn my own money. I get £10 pocket money, but that isn't enough for me, I'm one of those people that want EVERYTHING. And I'm still desperately wanting some £80 odd boots from River Island- they're gorgeous! So yeah, money would be good =
I really ought to stop buying Michaely stuff! Lol.

Hmm, well what a pointless day this has been. I haven't done anything. Other than go to the dentists for a checkup. I hate the dentists- they smell and they're so scary. And it's SILENT! I hate that, it's irritating! You're scared to move incase the chair squeaks!!

I better explain what those lyrics were for yesterday. For any of you dumbasses out there, they were the lyrics to Heal The World by Michael Jackson. I was feeling all sentimental and crappy about the world today. And it doesn't matter that I'm only 16, I know that this worlds getting shitter and shitter. I'm frightened to have children, because while they're growing up, it's gonna be worse.
The hunger, the suffering, the pain..It's horrible. People scared for their lives, war, idiotic suicide bombers killing hundreds.
I wish people would change. I wish this entire place would change.
Whatever happened to purity and innocence too? The other month I saw a little girl...couldn't be older then 6, shouting "FUCK FUCK FUCK BOLLOCKS" down the street. If I had EVER done that then I was younger, I woulda got a right smack. That taught me never to swear, it seems these children are either not brought up properly or they're too influenced by their friends.

It's really sad, I hate to see children swearing their eyeballs off (that doesn't make sense..! lol).

Actually, in Section 2 of my Art Work, in Year 11, I did "Message In The Words" and the majority of it was about how crap this worlds getting and how we should improve it.

I'd love to be a voice for the voiceless, y'know. Little puppies and kittens neglected, and starving children battered by their own parents. That is fuckin disgusting. If I could be their voice, I could help. But how? How can I help them?

Teenagers silenced by family members after being raped...and this is happenening in our society right now!! Right this minute!

Eurgh, how depressing. I'm determined to help people and animals, I really am.

Anyway, onto something a little less depressing. Weeeeee, George Michael's new song Amazing..is simply that! It's fab :)

"Heal The World"

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

Morning!

I've been waiting for a parcel for ages now, and I still haven't got it. It's 12 o'clock, so I don't expect it to come today. Which stinks really, I'm reeeaaallyyy looking forward to getting it, it's loads of Michaely stuff. Just my luck it gets lost in the post or something *sob*

Welllll, I went dancing last night which was great! It's from 6 'til 9:30, Latin American Ballroom and Salsa. The scariest bit about it is you have to dance with really old men, and there's this really freaky one there, who stares at you *shivers* I had to dance with him yesterday too, so oh the joy! He's really worrying though, and he makes the most annoying sound ever when he coughs!!

Yeah well, I don't have anything to say, lol *bangs head on table* I'll blog later,

Byes xx

Good morning!

Oh MAN, I'm shattered, I'm off in a minute to take a shower.

The party was pretty good! Some bits were shitty though. For a couple of hours I had stomach pains, and then some of my mates were been pricks. Mentioning no names, why do people change so much when they're drunk? And not in a good way, in a bad way! He was really pissing me off with his drunkedness and arrogance. But then again, he's always like that when he's drunk!
Well, you'll be pleased to know all I had was one glass of wine (ick), and I was still happily boogying down to Michael Jackson and Cha Cha Slide, lol! I dressed up as Michael! And as soon as I walked in, people guessed it was him, and that was without the hat and glove- just the trademark white socks.
I didn't have a fedora, but someone there did lol, so I spent all night with his hat on.

LOL @ all the adults, they were out of their tree. They were watching me and Peen dance to Beat It, and cheering us on- and then at the end of the night, Mick's Dad was telling us that we were lovely, and that we should be appreciated! Aww, Lmao!

Weeee! I did take some pictures when me, Peen and Alex were getting ready but I'ma have to wait for them to be developed and the rest of the photos at the party, were taken on someone's digicam soo..

Does anyone actually READ this?! 'Cause it's really boring, and all about me waffling on about my feelings, thoughts and what's gone on in the day!

Yeah, anyway, good night, I left Sam's house this morning, with everyone else dead in bed. You know what really annoys me?! Sleeping bags *stamps foot* They're SO irritating when you have to roll them back in that overly-small sack thing, I mean WTF?! It's just not happening...It took me at least 15 minutes this morning, stupid...

Ahem, anyway, see ya later, gotta take a shower xxxxx

Yooo!

OKay I've FINALLY decided what I'm gonna wear! TWYMMF- Michael Jackson clothes! Woo! I had to borrow a t-shirt off my brother, shirt off my dad, and I had to make myself a white belt and put a hem up on my trousers, but I think I've managed it!

I look like a fool right now too- lol, my hair is as straight as a plank of wood, but having curly hair if you wanna look slightly like Michael is a neccesity, so I have my hair up in curls and plaits right now, with tons of mouse! Mouse? No.. MOOSE. Whatever.

It's really amazing how Michael can make a difference in one's life. It's just one man...that can change the way you think, the way you feel, your thoughts, your actions, everthing you do.
Ever since I've become this over-obsessive freak, everything about me has changed.
I always think before I speak now, and I know not to make fun of how people look as it's the beauty on the inside that counts. I'm also a lot more considerate.

But, the most special thing about being a fan- is the fans themselves. There are so many wonderful people out there, and I'm glad to be a part of this big...fan kingdom thing.
I have met such fab people, there are a few really special ones in particular, but god, MJ fans are so great. And they're the only people who understand how you really feel. You all share common ground, you're never afraid to express how you really feel. And that's fantastic y'know, if I said half of what I said to any fan on here, to my friends offline, then they'd think I was nuts.
There's something about Michael Jackson fans that make 'em so special. We stick together, we support him through thick and thin. We support each other when emotions run high, or we need cheering up. We're there for each other y'know- just like we're there for Michael.
Admittedly, not every fan is the bees knees, but I can honestly say I've only ever met two people I really didn't get on with.

I'll write again tomorrow,

Buh byes xxx

Good morning!

I was up early today, went to a carboot sale, and guess what?! I managed to pick up HIStory, in mint condition for £3! Weeee! I've never had an original of it before *hides* But I'm listening to it now, and it feels great to have an original- I suppose that's something you'd only understand if you were a fan though.

Anyway, yeah I had a lovely loooong chat with Dave last night- he's awesome. Really funny and sweet. And I managed to get my webcam working (with his help) and he didn't run away! So that's good news I hope! Lol!

Eurgh- I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR! Christine just phoned me about half an hour ago, and said "Hey Sarah, we're going to an 80's party tonight"
I mean, wtf?! I have no eighties clothes to wear! I wasn't even around then!
So, I'm gonna have to have a rummage around and see if I can find anything remotely 80's stylish.
Big scrunchies in side ponytails and stuff...Eurgh. Anyway, THAT'S gonna be fun.
And another late night, which will eventually kill me.

Anyway, I'll be off now, 'cause my brother wants the pooter.

G'byyeee xxxxx

OKay, it DID work! This thing confuses me!

Anyway, it's Friday! Uhm, and I'm going to be stuck in all evening. All my friends are going off to Generation (an under 18's rock night thing), and I can't afford to go, not to mention I have nothing to wear and the last two times were crap.

They would have been good, but everyone was plastered. It's times like that when you wish you were pissed out of your tree too, so you wouldn't know or care about anyone else, or that you weren't there at all.

But that's not me. I was picking my mates off the floor all night- and it was totally shit. Several of them had to be taken out by security guards and were constantly sick in the foyer. Then there were others who couldn't even sit down, never mind stand up.

The most annoying thing is though, when they get all emotional. Katie (best mate) kept howling "no one likes me, everyone hates me" and she was crying her eyes out. Which made me feel awful. And then the other Katy lost her phone so she was hysterical.

Sometimes, I wish people wouldn't get drunk. Or, too drunk if you kow what I mean. It just ruins the sober persons evening 'cause you're too busy worrying about everyone else.
Can't they just get slightly tipsy?

Yeah, I'm actually quite pleased I'm not going tonight. I don't wanna see everyone over everyone else either. Makes me feel like shit 'cause I'm not with anyone.

Anyway, speak to ya later xxx

Okay, it's not working *sob* I posted a really long one earlier and it didn't work!

Help

What the hell! I just posted something reaaaally long and it didn't work =(

Weeee! Thanks to lovely Dave for helping me with this blog.

I'm still not sure what to write in this thing yet. Although, as time goes on, it'll probably just be second nature to write my feelings and stuff on here.

At the moment? Absolutely shattered *yawn* Uhm, and bored. I really should get some Art coursework done. Oh the joy of GCSE exams. There's never enough hours in the day! Or am I the only one that thinks that?

Oh and to top it all off, I think I'm coming down with a cold. Lol @ me always getting one when holidays come.

I don't think I'm ever going to keep up with this thing. Another big problem is that my computer breaks whenever it feels like it- just to annoy me, and then we have to get it fixed, blah blah blah. Soooo..yeah.

Anyway, I'm off, what an interesting post!
The highlight of my day will quite possibly be talking to Dave later- he seriously makes me laugh my stomach hurts *porb*
Or of course, seeing my best mate get together with her ex again, even though he cheated on her several times. She deserves better. Eurgh- that thought has just put me off going out at all today.

Oh and if you don't understand what the hell I'm going on about- I'll ask Dave to help me put some piccies and stuff on here, so you can see all my friends, and I'll tell you a little 'bout their personality and stuff.

G'byee! xxx